She's in love with herself
She likes the dark

From the song by Type O Negative

So, you are interested... Why? Does this make a difference to you whose preferences and interests are reflected in this site? Most likely not. Bored or obsessed... Not that I'm not either of these... Russian... initially... Who am I right now?.. A spirit... No nationality, no stereotype to attach, no defined limits... Existence?.. Kurt Vonnegut's "Schlachthof 5" - life is like Rocky Mountains... No past, no present, no future... Series of moments not connected by any sort of order...

Past... Maybe it is a separate time-frame... What makes it so? Memories? Don't know... Years of studying... Maybe I have learned something useful... Most likely not... "People think I'm insane, because I am drowning all the time..." Adults... When you are a kid, you think they know what the idea is... You always trust the driver... He can't make a wrong choice, he is an adult... We are all so inexperienced... We'd love to trust others... Unescapable disappointment...

What am I? Make up your own image: Beatles, Purple, Zeppelin, Marilyn Manson, Type O Negative, The Cure, Russian rock... The Q, the Borg, Aranorn... Anton La Vey... Compleat Witch... The Crow, Doctor Strangelove, Dogma, Blow, Requiem for a Dream, La Femme Nikita, Rocky Horror... God is in the TV... My girlfriend's girlfriend... You say you want a revolution... Just a Turing Machine... a DFA... no choice...

Darkness... What is the purpose?.. Love?.. Procreation?.. Continuation?.. Satisfaction???.. Why?.. Hate, money, snobism, so much dirt... so much time wasted...

No explanation, no excuse, no reason...

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